RAIN oh RAIN

it's me again..
actually i should do something now.. it's about make the report for my students. just about 7 reports, but this job every term always success make me so frustated.

so, to forget this matter(of course just for a moment, after that ill be right back T_T)
 i will post SOMETHING even i still dont know what i m gonna write here, 
hahahahahahahahahahahaha

well, you know.. sometimes peoples do a dumbs things.. and that's happen to me. I dont know what will you think when i said this is a dumb, letting your heart feel warm beside someone whose never there for you, even you hate this body, you dont have any match with this persons. 
but you just let it be, and i think that's dumb..

now, i am so regreting that moments, hahahahahaha not really but yap regret. naaaaahhh never mind.

next topic,

two days ago, wednesday evening for exactly.. it was a big raining.. and so poor of me! i just arrived in the good road to walk into my place, suddenly i stop my path and buy umbrella, again.. pfffttt
it's cheap and very small, even just for me the size is not enough..

so i continue my path.. and the rain was heavier than before.. i saw peoples stop and decide to wait the rain till it's stop.. and i was thinking it would be not cool if i stop, cause for a minutes i would arrived at home moreover i got my own umbrella.. so pretend like a girlishly girl.. i still walked in the center of heavy rain and unfriendly wind...

yap, my body wetter and wetter.. my feet.. my arms.. uuuh i was very upset, but when i saw myself on that road just alone, no one there.. i looked to the sky.. and i lift my hands to the sky and try to reach the rain... and the feeling was very amazing.. i never do that since dont know...  i play with the rain.. again... and i feel so free.... felt likes wohoowww i am the queen of the world.. no one can force me. no one can take rules in me... just have a good times with rain.. quality time with the God's Creature..

RAIN IS FALLING DOWN
RAIN IS FALLING DOWN
START FROM THAT DAY, I MADE THE RULES FOR MYSELF...
THE RULES IS..

MY LIFE, MY RULES


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THANK GOD FOR HIS EVERLASTING LOVE